I need to find a dictionary.. which has words.. more words n more words.... which can describe the feelings one ungergoes in today's world...the world is no more simple.. it does not revolve on the same platforms as it used to .. the ethics, aesthetics , values, outlook, principles people as an entity have changed...there is host of emotions and ideas which are trying to break free from our fenced framed brain.. the path they require is expression... through words. which we all are unable to find...
There are so many ideas I need to express right now.. but I cannot... as I don't have appropriate words left with me...
Do these words actually don't exist? or they exist.. n we don't have the access to them...
Big question!!
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
what is love???
What is love? I don't know.. I thought I knew all about it.. but falling in and out of it has made me boggle on the word again... many poeple define it in thier own terms. for nation lovers it's all about the service you can provide to ur countrymen. For youngsters, love is a crazy feeling for thier favourite filmstars..for a wife her love is her husband.. I doubt if the children come under that category or not! money takes over the feeling of love for those entreprenuers. the list is endless...
Is love blind? yes, to some extent. it is blind.. but you go blind when you are in love or when u r out of it? I guess it's both but the intensity is more on the latter part of it. All is happy rosy and beautiful while u r in love. you don't see the negative side of anything. Gosh you so negatively positive...
once you are out of love.. the body and mind goes round.. you keep thinking of the person.. which is rationally not required now. you dt think of anyone but them. you are so immersed in your own sadness and grief that you forget to look after your friends, family , you forget that you belong to tother poeple also. And if by god's grace you realize this, GUILT is the where zone you end up.then what? start hating yourself? or trying to fill up the gaps. generally, that gap is now filled up ... by someone else. when you were not there. so you loose it there also. moreover, the rest of the world seems dingy, dark ,gloomy hell like place. Earlier you were living for two people atleast. the one you loved, and yourself. now you are not.. not for them, yourself or for anyone who needed you but does not require you anymore. You dont seem to recognize the beauty of the world. WHAT THE HECK..is what you start living on........
love .. then is......... JUST A CHEMICAL REACTION IN YOUR BRAIN...
kindly keep it out of reach........
Is love blind? yes, to some extent. it is blind.. but you go blind when you are in love or when u r out of it? I guess it's both but the intensity is more on the latter part of it. All is happy rosy and beautiful while u r in love. you don't see the negative side of anything. Gosh you so negatively positive...
once you are out of love.. the body and mind goes round.. you keep thinking of the person.. which is rationally not required now. you dt think of anyone but them. you are so immersed in your own sadness and grief that you forget to look after your friends, family , you forget that you belong to tother poeple also. And if by god's grace you realize this, GUILT is the where zone you end up.then what? start hating yourself? or trying to fill up the gaps. generally, that gap is now filled up ... by someone else. when you were not there. so you loose it there also. moreover, the rest of the world seems dingy, dark ,gloomy hell like place. Earlier you were living for two people atleast. the one you loved, and yourself. now you are not.. not for them, yourself or for anyone who needed you but does not require you anymore. You dont seem to recognize the beauty of the world. WHAT THE HECK..is what you start living on........
love .. then is......... JUST A CHEMICAL REACTION IN YOUR BRAIN...
kindly keep it out of reach........
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