Disaster is one part of life. forgivness is another..the ones who cause it can never be forgiven.. if they are forgiven then they are not forgotten. they are the heroes who have succeeded over your life..they have the superiority to rule over you..they judge your mood and your day..the kind of life you live today.. which is a dependant on someone.. not out of your choice because you have been abandoned by those super heroes is wat ur life is..
hence.. i wont forgive them... they who love you.. but couldn't satnd by you because of conventions... they who claimed to love you but actually wanted your flesh... ur resources.. ur identity... not your soul.. they who claim to be the closest.. mistrust you.. leave you alone...refuse to understand you...
if i wouldn't have been abandoned by choice by my own set of poeple i would not be having the fear of making new relationships, i wouldn't have to look out for outside resources to feel important... i will never forgive them who have made me what i am today.. an indecent dead soul.. n if she passes away.. this world would be least bothered..
finally.. if i happen to forgive any one of the above.. i will never forgive God to have given me what i have got.. i know no one in this world deserves this kind of life.. i would hate him to have given me this life.. n given me a heart which forgives..
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Hi there, its said pain heals if its shared, maybe I am too novice for your feelings to ask you to share your piece of misery, and also am too hard to run away without attempting to heal a pain.
Just a usual surfer but with a little more empathy.
Seemingly ur post suggested you wanted someone to talk and lighten ur soul...May I 'heal'p...
hey ankit..
sorry for the late reply
if u have forgotten u were surfing the blogger in the month of nov last yr n came across indian mindset blog...
well thank u very much for the kind words..
i am obliged to have been in a world where ple who r unknown care but those who r known dt even share..
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